"...But there's a chance I'll hide my heart behind some chords and melody..."
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Listen to episode 7 of The Ric Neale Podcast to hear about the making of this record.
Watch a performance of the track "In Me Like Alcohol" from the record PENCIL
Credits
Released July 11, 2016
Piano and vocals by Ric Neale
All songs written by Ric Neale
Produced by Ric Neale and Mark Pavey
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Mark Pavey
All tracks recorded on June 12th, 13th,and 14th. Piano and vocals were recorded live, with no overdubs or editing
Photography by Mark Pavey, Design by Ric Neale, Font and "Stereo Hifi" logo by Steph Garrigan at Studio Patrick
Lyrics
Things I Could Have Said
There are things I could've said
There's a phrase I could've turned
There's a dictionary that's filled with pretty words
For all to see in black and white
And I could choose the ones she'd like
Cos there are things I could've said to make it right
There's a message I could send
But it needs one last full stop
And there's a 'T' not crossed and an 'I' without a dot
It's all misspelled and underlined
And there's a space where I've not signed
There are things I could've said and we'd be fine
And even if I found the perfect prose
You'd believe it for a while before you read between the lines the words and then you'd go, anyway
There's a chance I'll hide my heart
Behind some chords and melodies
When I should sit her down and tell her how I feel
But now the chance has slipped away
I'm lost with words I didn't say
I know there's things I could've said but it's too late
Piano Time Machine
I can travel to the past
I can bring a memory back to life and live it all again
From no matter when
And I can see into the future
I can dream about a day when I get just what I want
No matter what
In my piano time machine
I can push all the buttons
I got a whole world waiting at the end of my fingertips
When I lift up the lid
I can step on the pedals
I can pull the right string to take me anywhere I want to be
Cause I've got the keys
To my piano time machine
My piano time machine, so won't you come for a ride?
Ooh, ooh, ooh
My piano time machine
We can play an old song
We could blow on the embers of memory that I thought I'd burned
Til the feelings return
Or we could write a new one
And put a fire in my belly that'll help to make my dreams come true
I'll make it through
With my piano time machine, so do you want to come too?
Ooh, ooh, ooh
My piano time machine
So give me 1.21 giggawatts, I'll give you 88 miles an hour
If you want to fall in love then we can give you the power
I might look OK to you because I found somewhere to hide
Because the trouble with a tired heart, is its bigger on the inside
Just The Same
I can see from the look on your face
And I can feel it when you catch your breath when we're in the same place
And I can hear in the words you don't say
In the late night conversations when you give yourself away
You're telling yourself it's all on me
You're hanging on to words you don't believe
But I won't take the blame
Cause you feel just the same
You're running away but you don't get far
You're trying to hide from your own heart
So let's stop playing games
cause you feel just the same
I can tell from the glint in your eye
And I can feel your heart skipping a beat when your hand touches mine
I can see how you change when I'm near
But you're talking about mixed messages, when the message is loud and clear
CHORUS
I don't wanna be the thing you're sad about
But I don't believe that you are strong enough to keep these feelings out
INST
CHORUS
In Me Like Alcohol
Ever since you touched my lips
I have been wasting away
I've been searching for my fix
But I'm just as lost everyday
And I miss the memories that you stole
And all of this reminds me that I've lost control
You're in my like alcohol
You linger in my breath like cigarettes
And I can't sober up
You're in my like alcohol
I light you up and take my turn
And end up with smoke in my eyes
Wait until my fingers burn
Then I run away from the fire
And I can't see, I know that I've gone blind
I can't believe I found you then I lost my mind
CHORUS
You hate me cause you think that I'm your heroin
You hate yourself for being a junkie
But maybe I'm the glass of water that you need
You can't blame me that your so thirsty
You're in my like alcohol
You linger on my breath like cigarettes
And I can't sober up
I can't take the taste away
You're in my like alcohol